the WANTS and NEEDS in my life.

LOVE is what i want, FRIENDSHIP is what i need..

BOYFRIENDS is what i want, GIRLFRIENDS is what i need..

HUMBLE is what i want, CONFIDENCE is what i need..

STRONG is what i want, BELIEVE is what i need..

SUCCESS is what i want, SATISFACTION is what i need..

girls day out ;D

bodo arh! dah siap lawa2 bt still x dpt kete. so cmne nie?! dats what happened to us; me, zulaikha and aina. we've planned to go visit all the historical places in melaka last weekend. bt it was just a plan after all *sad face*.. kitorng siap pkul 12 cmtu, bt we've been waiting to rent a car fr 3 hours! so we decided to juz spend the day at alor gajah. i noe i noe, weird choice huh? HAHA. bt yeah, we did go thre. we went to KFC and stayed thre fr quite some time coz we were still trying to get a car no matter what! bkn ape, final nk dkt da en. so ble ag we girls nk hang out? ryte? :) bt at first, abg sewa kete dat we kept on calling fr ntah how many times said to us dat he'll try to find a car fr us a.s.a.p. bt hell no, kitorng dpt kete 3 hours later! adoiii. HAHA. bt apepon, we've managed to get a car after all. so we drove ourselves to town. in the car, we did what all girls will do, cam-whored. *oh how much i missed that moment!* LOL. bt kitorng sempat jln2 dkt Jonker Walk je. x sempat nk g DP and MP. agk geram arh, bt nvm, we had fun anyway! :D

DiPAC and BASS Dinner

13 October 2009. Hotel Reinassance. 7th Floor. Public Admin faculty dinner.
before the dinner, all of us were effin excited when we talked bout it. everyone have been planning what to wear that night from head to toe. dari what kind of hair styles we wanna do til' what shoes we wanna wear. me and my room mates were like mad ladies trying to figure out what to wear. but guess what, dinner tu dyeorg buat time weekdays. mmg tak ar kitorng siap cepat! coz dah ar ade test koko ptg tu. suddenly i recalled what my commander, en. jailani said,"spe yg xnk buat ujian tu ari nie?" ape ag, me and the rest of the DPA students in my group raised our hands up. den he said again,"spe yg xnk buat ujian hari nie, gagal lah alamatnye." wth? baik xyah tnye en. HAHA. den after the test, kitorng tried very hard to get ready as fast as we can coz the buses have arrived. but at last, we end up tumpang kete org. LOL.

me and zulaikha wore kebaya. mine is creamy golden and her's pink. =) hanem wore black kebaya (she looked STUNNING in it!) *wink* and iqa wore a long, elegant red dress (custom made kot! serious cun!) :D

me and zulaikha kene jadi the ushers or what they called as 'the angels'. lol. mmg kelakar time tuh. but not just us, dilla, adi, and nadee also became the ushers. semua cm kelam kabut je time tuh. HAHA. ;D

Pieces..

anger. hate. sad.

these are the emotions that im feeling ryte now.. you might see me as a very strong person, but im just an ordinary 18 year-old young adult who at times, can be down for some reasons.. i never really care whatever ppl wanna say bout me. but when it comes to friends, whatever things no matter good or bad that comes out from their mouth, i'll take it seriously.. who don't, ryte? well, if there are ppl who dont care, i guess they're heartless. hanging out with certain crowds don't define who i am. if you don't like my attitude, so shooh! i don't lose a thing if you hate me. i don't expect to be liked either. nobody is PERFECT. so if you think by judging me will make you any better, then judge. if not, what's the point of judging? you're just wasting ur time making me famous. but no worries, like what reena said, no matter how bad life is like it has been to the pits of hell, we can still make it through by just believing and staying strong..

amik gmbar hantu pon boleh buat 'peace' ke?! ;p

"mana hantu nye?? xde ape pon!"..."oh my god! (turning our heads away frm da screen) watafak! its over there! creepy doeh!". haha. dats wat three of us, me and my sisters reacted when we were playing dis creepy ghost online game which at first we thought was kinda lame. bt once we started playing it, trust me, it was so AWESOME! eventho dat game kjap gilaa, bt serious best! haha. three of us were like crazy girls screaming (imagine laa, kitorng maen dlm pukul 12 tgh mlm kot! and guess wat, with da lights off plak tuh! lagi berdiri bulu roma! haha.). my sis, khalilah, kept on saying "babi punya hantu!", bcoz she was shocked when da ghost suddenly appeared frm nowhere. LOL. there was a part when we need to snap a picture of the ghost face in the dark, our lappy toppy webcam took our picture as well! (its like a shot of spontanity of the player laa. alaaa, you guys try to imagine while u're in a roller coaster, ur face expression is captured candidly without you knowing when it was taken.) so, my kakak x puas hati coz her face expression is so pelik, she decided to play dat game all over again..haha. well, she played. and during dat taking photo scene, my sister prepared herself by doing a 'peace' sign and smiled. it was so funny i tell you! me and kal were laughing like mad ladies coz after the game was finally over, they showed the pictures of other players as well. there are a lot of different expressions frm different players. sumpah kelakar! :DD

ps: one day, i'll be playing dat game again..ALONE! haha ;D

WTF!!!

Crap ar!!!Relax...chill. Put yourself in my shoes. Imagine u found out dat u have to hand in dis important assignment on wednesday. U bust your ass out finishing every single fckin' details juz to make sure dat u'll get a freakin' good result. It's ur 2nd term paper and u did not perform well for the 1st one. Then on Tuesday, u were in the library, craning your neck trying to type every single bloody word of dat assgmnt, avoiding every typographical errors, in a little cubicle where you were wishing dat this is it. I'm going to get dat freaking A for this subject. While typing, u were thinking of the things dat you wanted to do when u're going back home. First and foremost...shopping!!!! Hehe. You'll do the same when you're stuck in dat hell hole. Fish ar!! Queensbay...Gurney...MNG...FoRever 21...stop,stop. Let's get back to the story shall we. Where was I??HMM, oh yes. U were having a 'blast' in the library, as if. Suddenly u heard someone calling your name. DAMN, there goes my dream. Oh well. U looked at her. '' eh, u tau tak kita kena hantar assgmnt tu hari ni by 4pm?". WHAT!!! U looked at te clock.SHIT!!It's alredi 3.45pm. Bloody hell. "Mane kau tau? Kau biar betol?"
Dia pun, "Sumpah!!". Great, juz great. U start to gelabah. Every curse word in every language starts buzzing around ur head. Maybe not in every language( trying to be a lil' dramatic). Your friend pulled out her phone and called the Mrs X Instead of talking to her, she pass the phone to u. WTF!! After wat seems like a long conversation with her. U put down the phone. " She wants us to hantar dat assgmnt on Sunday jugak!!". Hancur berkecai my bloody plans.
This was thing. I was told dat if anyone that will b absent for her class this Sunday, has to submit her assgmnt on Wednesday. Then she decided to change her mind and wants us to send it on Tuesday before 4pm. Dat i didn't know. She wants us to freakin' send that bloody assgmnt face to face on that freakin' Sunday( I actually has her class on Sunday but decided to skip since on Monday is a holiday). My friends who lives a thousand miles away, who alredi bought their bus tickets also tried to submit the assgmnt to her on dat Tuesday. They're willing to wait for her in front of her class and followed her to her room while begging her to accept their assgmnt. All she said, " Please leave. I need to get back." WTF!! Hello, people are tryin' to send u their assgmnt where they have done tirelessly, all u said was PLEASE LEAVE!!! WTH!! I was pissed when i heard their story. It's not like we din do her assgmnt. We juz handing it in earlier than u expected. Since i've alredi completed my assgmnt, i have nothing to worry about. Wait! I think i've forgotten something. What is it?? Think deeper and harder. Think MNG. Think FoREVER 21. Think...OMG!! My Debate!!!JengJengJeng.

suatu hari di padang kota.. :)

28th of february,

me, reena, and kal were sooo fucking excited nk g pdg kota (konon2 ade show yg gilaaa gempak laa en), sbb we wanted to watch local bands prfrmances..bt once kitorng smpai je sne, we were like, "serious ke dyeorg akn buat show kat sini? tarak apa pon kot!" (actually, mmg la ade, bt seriously x ramai) HAHA. den my mum was like, "go laa and tgk dulu ade ape! haih." LOL.

the day is not getting hotter bcoz it was drizzling. nk tawu spe yg excited terlebih sbb hujan? a dude nmed JOSHUA! haha. x abes2 ckp "yesss! hujan!". bingit taw x. haha. bt thank god its not raining heavenly. if not, hmmmm. (fhm2 je laa..girls la katakan..) haha. tp hujan2 pon, we had fun! a lot! once the show started, reena ckp,"wawa wawa, jom g dok dpan now. nnty ble bnd2 best prform, msti ramai. nnty kte kene dok blakang plak." :) bt da best part is, semua org started to join us and stand in front of da stage. bt lawaknye, everyone dh berkobar-kobar nk dgr lagu rancak, bt lagu jiwang cina ape ntah dyeorg dok nyanyi. bukan one song je, bnyk aww! haha. bt we still terpacak kt situ sbb reena x kasi kitorng gerak. hahaha. time pure vibration prfrmed, we all started to dance like da place is ours. lol. now we noe best gilaaa menari mengikut rentak reggae. sumpah best! oh how i wish i cud turn bck time..haha. after dat, one buck short plak prformed. everyone was so tired. nmpak sngt muke semua org kt situ dh tercungap cungap kepenatan. bt we still dance to the beat. durh, OBS kot! i ngan reena x abes2 ckp,"omg! imran imran! :D". lol. and jgn jeles, imran kasi kitorng smething taw! haha. bt kesian reena, sbb at first imran suwoh sorng mamat nie kasi kat dye his tag(gila cun ohh dat tag!) and a cd i think, bt dat stupid dude g kasi kt salah org..haiyaaa. bt nvm, we still dpt smething frm him.

despite all the tiredness and rainism on dat day, i swear we had fun! and and oh, juz so you guys noe, kitorng x mkn apepon fr one whole day! hebat en? HAHA =D

my first blog..HAHA.

hey ppl ! my nme is siti awathif binti kamarul baharin. was born on da 26th of november in the year 1991. hve 4 siblings, all girls doeh! im da second child. heee. ape korng tnye? kitorng slalu fight ke tak? like durh! all girls kot! obviously we do fight over random, small stuff! but despite all dat, we do LOVE each other..and and oh, fyi, dis is my first blog. haha. ape korng ckp? kuno? so what! haha. lantak la! i kesah apa! :) well, nk tulis bout what haa? xde idea doeh! haih.. nvm laa, tomorrow laa bru i start to write my blog. now i malas! haha. okay laa, bye ppl. love you guys yg bce intro bodo i nie. haha. ttfn! muahhhh! <3